Alyssa Sutera

I've been away for quite some time now, but I'm back! :]

I've been so busy lately working, going to college, playing softball, and doing hair that I haven't had much time to get on here. But that's going to change. Softball is done in like 2 weeks, and then I can start traveling and meeting lots of chill peoplleeee again! :]

Also, my boyfriends band "Chasing Aurora" has had 2 shows, and they are amazzzzzing. I wasn't able to be at their shows and I feel like shit for it, but I have been to their practices quite a bit, and they are definately gonna make it big sometime in the near future. :]

I have a lot of places that I plan on being in the near future.

I will post dates and everyone on my main page.

xoxo

Alyssa

I can't believe that tomorrow is New Years Eve. This year has went by sooo fast, and I am glad I can say I have no regrets. Tila Tequila on the other hand..... hahahha. I don't know why she didn't pick Dani, she was so genuine and nice. But instead, Bobby, the jealous baby that he is.... won. Oh helll... is freezing over. haha.

Since the show first started airing, I have to say I've seen soooooo many 12-15 year old girls making out or just kissing just to get attention from boys. Way to go Tila. You've probably confused about 70% of the teen population about their sexuality.

Anyways, this year has brought me, an amazing relationship with my boyfriend, i've completed my first year of college, i've started working at an amazing skate shop with some brilliant people and good friends, i've took some new directions with what i am doing for a career. I've started charging people every time I do there hair, or make them a shirt.... This year,... is simply, just the best one of my life so far.

Also, Guitar Hero.... hellz yeah... Halo 3... Rock of Love, Project Runway, I guess '07 is going to be the year to beat for everything...

I can't wait for '08 though.... it's gonna be my year.

Fill me in. :]

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Things to tell someone I don't know.

1) I lose a few friends a month over stupid things, but I don't feel bad at all about it, I actually feel better now that they are gone.

2) I am the biggest hypoctrite you will ever meet.

3) I will judge you, even though nobody should be judged, but everyone has a bit of that in them.

4) I like to make people jealous, especially if they used to be a friend of mine. It's sort of like a game to me.

5) I used to be in love with my best friend.

This past Saturday night I went to the local Rocktoberfest, where a bunch of shitty bands played. Totally wasn't worth the $12 I payed to get in, but whatever, I had nothing else to do that night. The night started out great, people recognized me, that I have never seen before,.... but I guess it's like that everyday for me.

As the show progressed.... this man who was clearly intoxicated, somewhat frightened everyone. When I first saw him.... I just thought, well this is Aberdeen, there are a lot of drunk bums around, maybe he is just one of them. So he would come close to about every girl in the place, and they would look at him.... and just kinda keep their distance. I felt bad for him in a way, but I wasn't going to jump right in and be all friendly, because he was incredibly creepy.

During the band, JED's set, these douche bags that were in the band that played prior, decided they were going to play some games with him. Let me say that security was GREAT for the whole night until now. So this intoxicated man was stumbling around when these fucking idiots decide they were going to push him around. A guy that was with them was part of security for the night, he decided well.... he was going to play a part in this disgraceful act as well.  The "security" guy would look over at his douche bag friends and "act" like he was telling them to stop. As he was doing this the singer from the band that played prior, was "acting" all buddy-buddy with the intoxicated man.

A couple songs played more, and the actions only got worse. They hoisted him up into the air, several times, waving him around like he was a dummy. Which really pissed me and every other sober person off. They kept doing it.... they made him crowd surf, and well.... the crowd wasn't watching this all happen, so the man fell. They hoisted him up, and did it again.... and again... and again. I finally got to the point where I couldn't take it anymore.... The somewhat "leader" of the douche bags was hoisting him (intoxicated man)  up one final time, and I punched him because it was just too that point. He still proceeded to do this. Luckily one of the idiots wife/girlfriend saw what was happening, and she told one to stop. And I guess it's true, "monkey see monkey do" because after that,.... it stopped.

I'm going to write to the people that put the show on, and complain that the so-called "security" needs to do a better job, and maybe hmm....idk... not take advantage of those that can't really defend themselves. This old man, was clearly not able to function by himself. The level of intoxication and who knows what else was wrong with him was just clearly..... over my head. Maybe, shows just shouldn't happen here, because they hire douche bags that don't really give a shit about the people that attend's well being.........Idk.... but I do know one thing... that I have witnesses and I have people that will help me with this whole deal... and I am going to do my damnest to find good "security" that actually do what they are supposed to at shows.... 

Yeah, I did say that if you like MCR, Fall out boy, and Panic! At the disco, that you don't know much about music. If you have ever listened to bands that are actually good, you can see the difference, and see that they are just no-talent bands, that can only create catchy, 10 line phrases, which makes little emo boys and girls cream their panties.

I also am not a fan of Hawthorne Heights, High School Musical, and any other no talent, trendy, cookie-cutter, mainstream, emo-bopper music. If you're 10 and like these bands I have already listed, it's ok, you're little and don't know much about music. But if you are around the age of 15, then you need to listen to knew bands that are actually good.

If you want, I will give you suggestions for bands that have talent. Oh snap! Did I offend you. Oh well, get over it. There's more to music than FOB, Panic!, HSM, MCR, and Hawthorne Heights.

-Alyssa Sutera

I got a few new pictures that sure do need some comment/buzzes!

Hope you're all doing lovely!

-Alyssa Sutera

I am going to school, playing softball, and working. It's a full plate.... and I am gonna be stressed out... But I guess I will make it through it all. I'm kind of torn between my feelings of school right now. It's not for me... but I somewhat am anxious to go back and see everybody. But I don't really want to be there. I don't know. At least I know that I have people that I can count on there, so that will make it better...

It's gonna be hard to save my money when I go to college, and work and  play softball. Always on the move, a girl loves to shop! hahah. Speaking of shopping: I have been online shopping and it is sooo addicting! i love it though, it's tight. Alrite, I'm done.

Last time since Ive posted, I have new hair, somewhat different. :] Keep posted for new pictures up soon!

ciao!

xx

Just to let you all know how I have been for this past week, since I haven't been very responsive...

I have been working more at Fuel and my hours are picking up, which is definately what I love to do right now. :] There are some worker changes which is kinda upsetting me, but I'm not making a big deal about it. Let's see... I just posted new pictures which means you all should go drop me some comments, since you love me so much.

And lastly, college is starting soon, and I'm still not sure whether I am going or not, if I don't go, then I can work full time and save up for beauty school out of town next year, which is my dream. But if I don't go to college then I am letting down my fastpitch team, and I am mainly letting my parents down.

Feel free to leave me notes and all that business. I will get back to you all ASAP.

loves.

-Alyssa